nothing should have been different

I will not pretend it’s not challenging to live with pain in the body. It takes energy, and my attention is easily drawn to the sickness and the pain. The types of pain are changing, and it takes time to adjust and balance the pain-killers.

I have been tired lately. For a while I felt an unease with it.

There are still things I wish to do before I leave this body; finish a few practicalities, write more sharings – and there are people I would like to share more time and hugs with.

Should I really spend so much time on sleeping now?

One morning I woke up with the sentence inside of me;

“just accept”.

It relaxed; I closed my eyes, fell asleep and slept for some more hours.

I woke up with a shining glow in my being, the hands on my heart. Such a peaceful, precious state. Silence. A smile, and a laughter.

It all turned around in these two simple words;

just accept.


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12 responses to “nothing should have been different”

  1. ❤️ 🙂 ❤️

  2. Mumina Lundblad Avatar
    Mumina Lundblad

    🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  3. ❤️

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  5. Beloved Savini, I love You and accept your sickness… low energy and all challenges within your body. I was thinking as well about Ramana Maharshi and You. The only explanation I can find. Still it’s so strange to think about retreats without your form and beautiful Presence. But everything is perfect at the end. And body stops when it’s perfect timing. Thank You for your sharing❤️❤️🙏🙏 Love, Aditi

  6. You shine all the way here sharing.
    ❤️🙏

  7. Prem Madhu Roozen Avatar
    Prem Madhu Roozen

    Beloved,
    Tonight, my voice was yours, too, during the singing of the Heart.
    And it will go on singing, with you and for you, together with the crying.
    Thank you for all you are and will be in my life, beloved, together walking with God.
    Jai Babaji

  8. ❤️🌷❤️

  9. Alisha Avatar
    Alisha

    ❤️❤️❤️

  10. Prem prabha (prabha) Avatar
    Prem prabha (prabha)

    ♥️

  11. Vibhoda Avatar
    Vibhoda

    ❤️

  12. Beloved sister,
    Thank u so much for all that u are and share. There is no words to express the gratitude and beauty I feel in you. “Just accept” what a beautiful mantra you received from your shining being. Love u

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