Tag: accepting death
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nothing should have been different
I will not pretend it’s not challenging to live with pain in the body. It takes energy, and my attention is easily drawn to the sickness and the pain. The types of pain are changing, and it takes time to adjust and balance the pain-killers. I have been tired lately. For a while I felt…
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the giggle of falling leaves
Nature is such a support for me. To see the water flowing and the leaves falling from the trees, gives me relaxation. Everything is effortless in nature. So simple; Sprouting and growing is effortless – and dying too. I am not able to crawl and climb in nature, as I have done earlier in life.…
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a surprise after chemotherapy
I woke up with beauty in my face. The sunshine outside the window. The thin, gentle layer of mist among the trees, before the sun breaks through it all, and makes it evaporate. My own heart blooming in my chest, glowing through my face. The play of light and shadow on the windowsill. Yesterday I…