I am spending my days quietly at home with my beloved daughters. Some times with beautiful friends helping us.
I spend most of the time in bed, or in a chair.
I am receiving help to make the house into a love nest. Cleaning it up. Filling it with flowers, cutlery, glasses and colors I like. Candle lights.
One step at the time. No hurry. It is amazing how much beauty I notice and appreciate when I know that I am close to death
I remember the Master saying nature is in no hurry. I feel like that; Nothing is in a hurry.
Precious moments together. Sometimes alone.
This moment; a silent night; Me. Silence. And the computer. My daughters are already asleep.
All cancer treatment is ended now.
My wish is to die at home.
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